Torn between two lovers
Feeling like a fool
Loving both of you is breaking all the rules
You know the feeling. You’re
sitting in a cozy pub with your latest squeeze; the night is young and the
music’s high. A couple more G ‘n’ Ts then you’ll brave the provincial niteclub,
even though you’re at least a decade too old. And then, just as you’re about to
get intimate, in walks your old flame and he/she’s looking absolutely gorgeous.
That’s exactly
what happened to me last Friday. I passed a couple of particularly pleasant lunchtime
hours in the Bishop’s Palace ogling my new love – Wells – as if she were a
voluptuous young nymph who’d just wafted in from the Mendip underworld.
Then a quick
dash down the Fosse Way to a brief encounter with my first love – Weymouth –
who shimmers elegantly under a gossamer midnight sky, jewelled with strings of iridescent
lights. Tonight, for some reason, her beauty is almost unbearable; is it any
wonder we consummate our desire over and over again until, in the early madrugadal
hours, she slips into a dreamy slumber and I enjoy a post-coital cigarette.
It’s been
going on for years, this affair. I can still remember the first time we set
eyes upon each other, on a dreich and damp Monday morning in October 1983. The
ageing train slid out of Bincombe Tunnel and there, moist and misty, lay my
resplendent lover.
The
intervening years haven’t always been kind; both of us have been under the
surgeon’s knife, both of us have fallen in and out of love with life itself.
There were several long years when we never set eyes on one another, as if each
of us were trying deny the other’s existence.
But you know
what Horace says: naturam expelles furca, tamen usque recurret - you might drive out nature with a pitchfork but she'll always come back.
I might as
well come clean. I’m a serial philanderer. I’ve flirted with the classy, the
brazen and the downright cheap and tacky. Edinburgh, Bristol, Mexico City, San
Salvador – even Borehamwood, for God’s sake! I’ve had flings with them all yet on
each and every occasion I’ve come running back into the arms of my first love.
So why on
earth have I committed myself to Wells, Britain’s most beautiful cathedral city
when temptation and lie just ninety minutes down the A37? Well, it’s not just
the imminent arrival of Waitrose, I’ve had the hots for Wells – no pun intended
– for over a decade. We’ve spent the best part of twelve years eyeing each
other up, like two slightly inebriated Calistas in an eighties wine bar. We’ve
so much in common we might have been joined at the hip since birth: academic, theological
and vaguely ecclesial backgrounds; middle-class liberals with a penchant for decadence
we aren’t ashamed to admit. But the truth is, of course, that neither of us are
getting any younger and neither of us are going to surrender to the ageing
process without giving it a good kick in the face.
So we’ve been
shacked up together for six weeks and there’s even talk of a civil union, once I’ve
completed the first draft of my definitive Wells novel. Make no mistake, there’s
still a skip in my step whenever I set foot in the city’s more intimate
declivities and I still profess my undying love for her on a daily basis but I
might as well tell you here and now, my mistress and I are already making plans
for another dirty weekend by the sea – and it’ll be more Punch and Judy than
sandcastles and slot machines.
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