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Friday, 19 September 2014

The Return of a Native: In search of times past


‘The sea lost nothing of the swallowing identity of its great outer mass of waters in the emphatic, individual character of each particular wave. Each wave, as it rolled upon the high-pebbled beach, was an epitome of the whole body of the sea, and carried with it all the vast mysterious quality of the earth’s most ancient antagonist.’
John Cowper Powys: Weymouth Sands (p3)


Powysian Weymouth
The Spire of St John's Church


Number 11, Brunswick Terrace


The Jubilee Clock


The King's Statue
It’s a little known fact – and there’s no reason why it should be widely known – that I was born not among the green pastures and verdant vales of Wessex but within the urban sprawl of 1960s Nottingham. The city hospital, to be precise, and a breach birth. Which, determinists might say, probably explains everything.
Apart from a continued tendency to ‘flatten’ my vowels, very little evidence remains of my ‘northern’ inheritance[1]. My family left Nottinghamshire for the East Midlands and then the Home Counties when I was barely five years old and, with the exception of a couple of visits, I’ve never been back.
If you were to ask me where I come from I’d feign indifference and claim that as I’ve lived in a long list of locations I am, to all extents and purposes, essentially rootless. I’d insist that, in effect, place has had a minimal impact upon my identity which given my status as a geographer of place and culture would be absolute bollox – if you’ll forgive me straying into non-academic vernacular.
But if you pushed me a little harder – ‘yes, but you must have a place you consider home’ – I’d invariably reply ‘Weymouth’ and my already prominent nose would extend itself by another millimetre or two. And this despite the fact that, in terms of quantity, I’ve lived more years in Edinburgh and that I hadn’t set foot in Weymouth until I’d reached the tender age of 18.
You can take the adolescent out of Weymouth but you can’t Weymouth out of the adolescent: it was a murky morning in October 1983; the eighties were getting into full stride and Weymouth represented something completely ‘other’ and ‘exotic’ compared to my mundane, non-descript existence in the Home Counties. An abysmal set of ‘A’ level results directed me to the indolent Portakabins of the Dorset Institute of Higher Education rather than the ivory towers of ... erm ... Hatfield Polytechnic.
Sometimes failure is the best policy; I hate to think what sort of creature I might’ve become had I followed the Hatfield Poly route. It’s almost as if the deities who deal with space and place got together and created, in Weymouth, a town just for me.
And John Cowper Powys. I’d been for a term or two before I came across his seminal novel, Weymouth Sands. I don’t think any book – fiction or non-fiction – has resonated so precisely with my emotions; emotions which were, at the time, playing merry havoc with my gendered identity. The Gods of space and place might have crafted a town just for me; Mr Powys might well have written his opus for me and me alone. As Glen Cavaliero wrote: ‘[Weymouth Sands] is preoccupied with human failure, and with the way in which those who fail in life can come to terms with it and themselves ... All the characters of the book are in their several ways lost or astray; bewildered, tormented people, like flotsam thrown up on the shore ...’(Cavaliero 1973:79).
Powys’ evocation of his phantasmal Weymouth reads like a litany in which its prominent landmarks – the spire of St John’s church, the Jubilee Clock, the King’s Statue and the outline of the Nothe fort – conjure up a metaphysical Weymouth: ‘a mystical town built on the smell of dead seaweed ... a town whose very walls and roofs were composed of flying spindrift and tossing rain’[2]; a place peopled by failures and freaks, eccentrics and nonconformists.
From the outside my 1983 self looked as conventionally quotidian as was physical possible in those heady days of mullets and shoulder pads, inside my tides were turning and storms brewing off my coasts. I looked found but I was desperately lost; my Weymouth, like that of Powys offered me nooks and crannies in which I could explore myself. Powys’ description of Rodney Loder’s secret life reminds Glen Cavaliero of Marcel Proust; it reminds me of my 1983 self:[3]
These subtle and insubstantial feelings had gradually become, for this sluggish and ambitious young man, a sort of world within the world, or life within life, and he would rest his chin on his hands as he sat at his desk in the office, or at his table in this pleasant room, and fall into a deep day-dream, or vegetative trance, in which all manner of insignificant little scenes, recalled from his walks into the town ... seemed to grow in importance, until they acquired for him a sort of mystical value, as if they were casual by-paths or hidden postern-gates, leading into aerial landscapes of other and much happier incarnations.[4]
I’ve had three stints in Weymouth, the last coming to an end in 2002 after a particularly spectacular breakdown. Although I now live ‘only’ up the road in deepest Somerset, my visits back to my ‘hometown’ aren’t as frequent as I’d like so, as my good friends The Hippies were away when I returned last weekend, I decided to indulge in what I would call a little ‘psycho-archaeology’ but what you’d probably consider full-blown nostalgia. You could argue that both are one and the same thing. 
I spent the best part of the day just wandering around the town on a warm and sunny Sunday September afternoon. I'd arrived the previous afternoon and, as often, happens, as I crossed the Ridgeway and the vista of Weymouth Bay opened up before me I thought 'what the hell is this about? Am I just kidding myself? Nostalgia taking a hold on me?' Not for the first time I worried whether my Weymouth would manifest itself, whether the town would 'perform' for me in the way that it appears to have done since September 1983. Later that same evening, walking home along the esplanade and looking out over the beach, the wet sand and the dry sand, I cursed myself for ever doubting the place. It exists in a time and space of its own, a dynamic memory that is forever Weymouth. I entered a state where, as Rousseau suggests 'the soul [finds] a resting-place secure enough to establish itself and concentrate its being there, with no need to remember the past or reach into the future, where time is nothing to it, where the present runs on indefinitely ...' (Rousseau 1979:88)
The walk began within the grounds of my alma mater and took me back into town, along the esplanade towards the harbour. It soon became apparent that my Weymouth could be divided into: 

1. Places I lived








Not this building but the more traditional block of seaside self-catering flats which preceded it. Another brick in the wall of my past surgically removed.


Number 11, East Street, Weymouth A legend in my own lifetime















2. Party places 















 3. Clubs
Being a seaside town, we had loads of them; perhaps the best student to club in all of academe. Back in the day, though it's hard to believe, licensing hours were much restricted: lunchtime from 11:00 - 14:30, evenings from 19:00 - 22:30 (23:00 on Fridays & Saturdays). The role of the 'niteclub' thus became of increased importance, as these establishments would continue to sell alcohol until the dirty-stop-out hour of two o'clock in the morning. My interest in the geography of provincial niteclubs almost certainly stems from this time.
The George. Still extant but a sterile shadow of its former self



The Grape and Grain. A proper old school dive, all human life was here.


The Rendezvous, formerly The Harbour Club. Much loved by matelots from the navy base in Portland. Legend has it the balconies had wire mesh to prevent people being pushed off.


Ma Baker's, as was. Grab a granny at its most sordid


The Malibu. Where the soul boys (and girls) used to hang out. Still going strong


The bar formerly known as Mariners. Get in here before eleven and you'd get into the adjacent Verdi's for free.


The site of The Cat's Whiskers. Weymouth's poshest niteclub and venue of choice for the players and management of the mighty Weymouth FC.


Formerly Harry's, formerly The Steering Wheel. Location of the most stupid stunt I ever pulled off in all my time in Weymouth


Verdi's: the Daddy of 'em all and my second home, often in attendance four or five days of the week. Now Weymouth's only gay bar. So the present isn't all bad.


Weymouth's only laptop dancing club, previously Baxters (aka 'The knife in the Back ')
We'll never shop at Fine Fare ... Asda, formerly Fine-Fare and once The Rec, home of the (still) mighty Terras. 





 The Dorset Institute of Higher Education (D.I.H.E.) Gone and - for most - forgotten. It now masquerades under the moniker of Weymouth College: a pale shadow of its former glory
The Chapel. It really was once a chapel but in its DIHE days served as venue for concerts and discos. It's long since been converted into flats. Coming back here and standing outside what was once the entrance, felt like I'd walked over the grave of my previous manifestation
The Chapel from Dorchester Road. The shortcut from my flat to the Farmhouse - the student bar - took me through the bushes and earned me the nickname 'Bushman'
The site of the former Geography and Landscape department. I was such an infrequent visitor I'm surprised I can still remember where it once stood.
The Farmhouse, formerly the Student Union bar. I'm having to wipe away the tears as I type ...





The Library's still intact ...


... as is the old admin block. I said my goodbyes and headed deeper into my mythical Weymouth.
 The one thing that immediately strikes me about my personal historical geography of Weymouth is how much of it no longer exists: it’s as if the deities of space and place are trying to erase me from the pages of history. Even the sun around which my academic universe revolved, the Dorset Institute of Higher Education (D.I.H.E.), is long since gone. I say academic, what I really is mean is social and bucolic; the sad and sordid truth is that I spent far more time in the Student Union bar than the lecture theatre. This was the first time in twenty-nine years that I’d set foot in the inner sanctum and boy, did it stoke up memory and emotion. 



























Could I go back? Would I go back? Probably not, but Weymouth still infused much of writing and creative work. Strange how a landscape can have such a powerful and long-lasting affect. 

Or maybe not ...




[1] Yes, I know many don’t consider Nottingham ‘northern’ but the adjective is relative. Living in Wells, I consider both Bath and Bristol close to the Arctic Circle
[2] Weymouth Sands, p26
[3] Cavaliero 1973:9
[4] Weymouth Sands, p183

REFERENCES:

John Cowper Powys: Weymouth Sands (Gerald Duckworth, 2009)
Glen Cavaliero: John Cowper Powys, Novelist (OUP, 1973)
Jean-Jacques Rousseau: Reveries of a Solitary Walker (Penguin, 1979)

Thursday, 4 September 2014

The Train to Transylvania - part one: Bristol to Cologne



The train to Spain was never going to be enough. Once you’ve sampled the – shall we say ‘peculiar’ – delights of rail travel beyond the borders of dear old Blighty, chances are that sooner or later you’ll need another fix. 
The numerous trains to Spain: By hook or by crook,  swear I'm going to 'em all (The Man in Seat 61: http://www.seat61.com/Spain.htm#London-Barcelona_by_daytime_train)
 My good friend The Consultant has a dentist appointment in Budapest – it’s where every middle class Guardianista goes to get their teeth fixed nowadays – and asks me to join her to make a week of it. Or rather, several days of hard-core sightseeing, the likes of which we haven’t experienced since Mexico City in 1990. I’m quite happy to tag along whilst she feverishly goes through the guidebook, ticking off every church, museum, art gallery and tat shop within a ten kilometre radius but first I need to get away on my for a bit of time on my own.
There’s a ten-day gap in my diary between finishing a teaching stint at summer school and presenting myself in downtown Buda – or is it Pest? It’s marked down as ten days of walking already but The Consultant’s kind offer adds another dimension to my plans. At first I consider Hungary’s Blue Trail but deterred by both linguistic terrors and a distinct lack of undulations I plump for Romania. Yes, yes; I hear what you’re saying. Not so much of an adventurous decision given that Romanian is a romance language; still in my comfort zone – but only just. 
The Train to Transylvania - I took the 'alternative' route via Brussels and Cologne    (The Man in Seat 61: http://www.seat61.com/Romania.htm#.VAguU1eCBFo)
There was, of course, no question of taking the plane, even more so once I’d read about the ‘Dacian Express’ that links Vienna and Bucharest. Thanks to the munificent ‘Man in Seat 61’, planning a journey right across the continent is now more pleasure than pain. The omniscient deity of European rail travel offers a number itineraries, I selected the option I considered the most romantic: Eurostar to Cologne via Brussels (same fare for both destinations if you make the onward connection with ICE) then an overnight service to Vienna. The girt humungous gap between Vienna and Bucharest would be breached by the Dacian Express, leaving Vienna at 19:46 and passing through Transylvania in the early afternoon of the following day. For too long I dithered over a standard seat, couchette or sleeping berth; by the time I’d opted for the latter it was too late for the ticket to be mailed to me (no e-tickets on this service, as far as I can tell, though you might try the Hungarian Railways website). Just as well, prevarication saved me seventy quid[1].
 
In the still of the night: Bristol Temple Meads at dawn
So, last week I left The Consultant’s apartment in the leafy inner suburbs of north Bristol at some ungodly hour to catch the 04:47 from Bristol Temple Meads to London Paddington. An uncivilised hour, perhaps, but a very civilised time to travel; it appears stupid o’ clock in the morning brings out the best in travellers and travel staff alike. We distance ourselves from the bleary-eyed, tired and emotional adolescents waiting for the first train to Weston-super-Mare. They’ve been out on the town, celebrating – or maybe commiserating– their ‘A’ level results and one of them, ever the wit, calls out I as stride purposefully and very soberly by: ‘don’t stop walking’.
If only he knew; if only he knew.
And in the beginning there was darkness ... and the 04:47 Bristol Temple Meads to London Paddington
At twenty-past six in the morning, Paddington, too, exists in a state of relative calm, before the hubris of commuterdom takes over and assumes control. This is London at its crepuscular best; the urchin hours of twilight workers, louche hedonists, Champagne Charlies (of either gender and none) and the indolent, itinerant traveller. We are always on our way to somewhere but we never quite arrive – such is our fate.
There’s time for a leisurely stroll to St Pancras and, like a bucolic peasant up from the sticks, I find myself absent-mindedly meandering through the side-streets, trying to come to terms with the capital’s inflated conception of its own importance: but I’ve been here before and I’m not going to get sucked in again. What does impress, during this forty five minute perambulation, are the numerous and diverse expressions of religiosity and faith present in the urban landscape, many of them hidden or tucked away down a side street or behind scaffolding. 
Everyone's favourite over-exuberant gothic - St Pancreas Station
 The purist within me worries about the Eurostar ‘experience’, that with its ‘airport-lite’ departure lounge and security gates it’s not so much a train service as an aeroplane on wheels. Those were my thoughts the first time I took the train to continental Europe, only a couple of months ago but second time around I think that’s probably a little unfair. Yes, there’s an element of ‘airport-lite’ in the boarding process but one crucial aspect is present – humanity. Everyone seems to have a little bit more time for everyone else. The departure lounge exudes calm, collected and composed; none of the frantic, headless-chicken acts witnessed on a day-to-day basis in your Luton, Stansted or Gatwick airports (I have a soft spot for Bristol but that’s as far it goes). And no endless aisles of duty-free to negotiate; it’s a railways station, not a shopping mall – amen to that. 
 
The 08:58 London to Brussels Eurostar

Somewhere under the sea I drift off but I wake in time for Belgium, the journey’s first big show. Brussels, politically the heart of Europe – or rather, technically, one of two hearts, as if the city were a technocratic timelord – also feels as if it has railway lines running like veins through its torso. A transport hub, full of Europeans on the move. It’s the beginning, the doorway to a multicultural, multilingual web of railway networks that spin out of its grimy platforms. Brussels Midi/Zuid station consumes a vast amount of energy, a dynamic enclave of travellers forever passing through, to the most distant parts of the continent and beyond. A place of endless and enormous possibilities; an itinerant’s wet dream. 
Drab but paradoxically intoxicating Brussels railway landscape
 From Brussels to Cologne takes a couple of hours, sat right behind the driver’s cab. The scenery slowly unfolds: undulating farmland, the gentle contours beginning to exert themselves as if they can sense the great rift of the Rhine Valley looming on the horizon and the kilometres slipping away. We’re already putting the past behind us, already got more than one eye on tomorrow. It’s getting serious.
16:25 ICE from Brussels to Cologne

 
The Driver's seat
Cologne’s cathedral is, of course, a must see but I can’t help thinking that the vast roof canopy that spans the hauptbahnhof platforms is the city’s really piece-de-resistance. I’d like to avoid using the old ‘travellers’ temple’ cliché, I really would, but you can see how I got lulled into lazy literary techniques. 

Cologne: Cathedral and square


Cologne: Station canopy and Cathedral

The gem that is Cologne's station canopy
On a Friday evening, at rush hour in the height of the summer, Koln Hauptbahnhof is heaving, busting at its seams – and they’re just a little frayed. Commuters and tourists, travellers and inter-railers – good to see this adolescent rite of passage is still going strong – cram into the concourse as a storm rages overhead. The remnants of Hurricane Bertha are still chasing across northern Europe but the overnight train to Vienna will whisk me away from her scudding clouds and driving rain. Austria beckons, beyond that an untraveled world ...


[1] I booked the Eurostar London – Cologne via Brussels via the Eurostar and Cologne– Vienna via Deutsche Bahn (DB) – probably the best place to book most tickets for European rail travel though neither DB, Austrian Railways (OBB) nor Romanian Railways (CFR) offer tickets for the Dacian Express online. Voyages SNCF (formerly Rail Europe) does but it would have charged me €80 more than I paid when buying on the day of travel at Vienna Westbahnhof).

Monday, 14 July 2014

Slow



I can’t afford a ticket on an old Dakota Airplane
I gotta jump a ride on a cattle-trucking slow train
I guess it doesn’t matter
As long as I can get my head down in the sun

Ah, the Quo, the mighty, perennial Status Quo who, like poverty and prostitution, will surely be with us for all time, quite possibly until the day of judgement.
Who’d have thought I’d have managed to insert the twelve bar heroes into another doctoral missive? I can’t help thinking there’s a more than a hint of Catholicity to Status Quo, one that goes beyond the obvious connotations of the band’s name (though we might discount the fact that when I was an impressionable thirteen year-old I did think Rick Parfitt was some sort of blond, be-denimed messiah).
The Quo, like the Catholic Church, are timeless: little-changing – though not unchanging – with an adherence to their gospel of three chords and the truth. The same old song, again and again; it’s not unlike the Holy Mass, all litany and ritual. And, like the Church, both the band and its followers are growing older and older. The young have found better things to listen to, they don’t believe any more.
Status Quo’s lyrics came to mind as I sat on the 09:05 Oviedo to Santander train, meandering through Asturias and Cantabria at a pace as leisurely as that of a Sunday afternoon cyclist after a particularly generous lunch. So slow that I had no chance of making my connection to Bilbao but what the hell: no tenía prisa – I wasn’t in a hurry. Indeed. I hadn’t been in a hurry since I’d boarded the 10:30 from Bristol to London Paddington three weeks previously and I had no intention of rushing my return.
The slow train from Oviedo to Santander isn’t just slow (four and three quarter hours compared to two and a half on the bus), it’s intimate; takes you into parts of the landscape – rural and urban – other forms of mechanised travel can’t or won’t. Pasture and orchard, the ever-changing reaches of sinuous and sensuous rivers; the private spaces of back-gardens and backyards; the derelict and the dilapidated.
And then the mesmeric thadakh-thadakh of the slow train weaves its enchantment, enters the carriage and lulls the willing passenger into its spell. Thadakh-thadakh and the morning sun flickering through the glades and glittering on the rippling water; your imagination slips free from its shackles and starts to play tricks with your perceptive faculties. The experiences and emotions accumulated during the long, solo hours on the camino begin to filter into daydreams and reverie.
The notion of the ‘geographical imagination’ was much in my mind during my perambulations in Spain, in as much as it relates to the role of landscape in influencing the imaginations of those who journey through it: the relationship between (slow) motion and emotion. In the introductory chapter to ‘Travel and Imagination’, Garth Lean, Russell Staiff and Emma Waterton argue that ‘rather than being treated as a surreptitious and peripheral component of the physical travel experience, the imagination is a facet of travel that warrants careful examination in its own right’ (Lean, Staiff & Waterton 2014:11).
It’s an idea that, like Geographies of Emotion, is going to upset a lot of the old school; geographers weaned on the quantitative ‘revolution’, the lingering impact of which blighted my geography degree in the early nineteen-eighties. ‘The imagination?!’ you can hear them cry, raising their heads from their dreaded Burgess, Von Thünen and Christaller models (an isotropic plain? I’ve never been able to get my head round that).
You might be inclined to agree with them, even the editors of ‘Travel and Imagination’ concede that the imagination is ‘slippery, complex and impossible to understand’ (Lean, Staiff & Waterton 2014:10). In the margin I scribbled ‘so why bother trying?’, as if everything in Geography had, like Christaller’s Central Place Theory, to be quantified and subjected to rigorous rational analysis.
But one of the great pleasures of returning to geography – I mean academically, it never really left me – has been this radical shift away from the quantitative and a willingness to accept ‘messiness’ and complexity; to try to make sense of them without dissecting them out of context. The walker or pilgrim, engaged and immersed corporeally and emotionally in their landscape, moving through space and time, is also partaking in an ‘inner’ journey that is fired by the imagination and, in turn, fires the imagination. So the question becomes, not ‘what is the geographical imagination?’ or ‘how can we define it?’ – that’s something we can never tie down, neither should we attempt to – but ‘how does it manifest itself?’ and ‘how can we represent it?’.
The slow train from Oviedo to Santander provides the perfect context for the imagination to assert itself, to emerge from the shadows: a fermentation of landscape, experience and memory. Not that you need a slow train to let imagination have its say, just that the thadakh-thadakh of the train and the morning sun flickering through the glades and glittering on the rippling water create a different kind of imagination, one that might be quite different to that experienced by the traveller on foot – the pilgrim imagination – or the airline passenger. In each case, ‘while the physical journey may be somewhat easy to map, the mental voyage is a rather unpredictable and unbounded affair’ (Lean, Staiff & Waterton 2014:9).
The ‘unpredictable’ and the ‘unbounded’: the messy, tangled and often chaotic assemblage of place and imagination, ‘conjuring the absent, rediscovering the known’, ‘transcending clock-time’ and ‘transfiguring the habitual’ (Lean, Staiff & Waterton 2014:14). Imagination is political and ideological, liberates the landscape from the quotidian. It passes beyond the arbitrary divide between fiction and reality, dwelling in ‘that blurry place where various things converge’. A mythical landscape, shaped by our imagination, as ‘authentic’ as the contours on a map.
Slow travel is, of course, relative. I took the bus from Santander to Bilbao (relatively speedy and efficient) then, after a quick dash across Bilbao, the Euskotren to Irun on the French border (slow but relatively efficient). The next morning I caught the morning TGV service to Paris (not as fast as I remembered it, probably because it was a Saturday), the Eurostar to London (too fast and efficient, at Paris Gare du Nord I felt like I was sitting in an airport departure lounge) and, late in the evening, the penultimate train to Bristol (enlivened by the presence of late night revellers returning to the bucolic vales of Swindon and Chippenham). It was imperative I didn’t fly; not for any ecological reasons but because it would have broken the ‘spell’; it was travel for the sake of travel itself (a bit like my PhD is education for the sake of education); travel as performance and ritual, as another way of being in and moving through the landscape which, crucially, kept me in the landscape.
And there is, of course, an element of inverted snobbery about it. But then again, I’ve always thought that in a world of banality and mediocrity, snobbery has a whiff of the subversive about it. 

REFERENCE
Garth Lean, Russell Staiff and Emma Waterton (eds): 'Travel and Imagination’, Ashgate (2014)